Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Within these 6 months, a lot of changes have been happening in my life. GAH!
Worked in NParks: was glad to know Michelle (the dutch girl), Anne (currently studying in aussie), Tamako (a very sweet lady who appear to be aloof), Glenda (the radioactive squirrel), Vicky (the very active girl), Jean (the very super duper quiet girl), Jin Hong (the super duper busy girl), Lin htet (the butterfly 'bredder') and Mardiah (the super cool girl).
NS SCDF PTP stage: currently serving 3 months and 5 days of my 2 years NSF. Still got like 1 year and 8 months to go. WAH LAU! *How I wish time really flies*
The first month was fun to know Adam (party animal), Nas (Polar Bear), Alfan (SUCKAS), Jasper (fake fireman), Thomas (the ear hole super big), Leong (the fit man).
The next two months were crazy to know Russell (RASCAL), Warren (F.A.C.T), Tiong (DART Boy), Yong Han (NIKE BAND) and Pei Han (Muay Thai Warrioress). I also get to know Adam better.
All in all, I am really glad that I have known these people, be they in NParks or SCDF. They are the people that makes my life happier and easier. Days in NParks would be dull, boring and sleepy if they were not around to make it lively. Similarly, my NS days would be listless, annoyed and stagnant if they were not around to make time goes faster, especially during BTM.
National Service has also make me realised that not everyone will like each other nor take jokes easily. Having been staying with the same clique for close to three years and did not really go and know some new characters, it's a no doubt that I have lost some of my communication skill and public relation skill. Therefore, upon entering my vocation, I do have a hard time adapting to the brand new environment as all along, I have been a straight forward person that won't mince my words and rather say it out as it is and people have find it hard to take it.
I have once post a question to my friends, 'Should I be myself or a pretentious freak that I know I would have never be?' The answer I have got back is be myself. Thus, it leads me to wonder. In these day, everyone have been encouraged to be yourself and express what's in your mind. But the thing is, how many people can accept your thoughts and accept you for who you are. I really think that it's just contradicting that while everyone is encouraged to voice out, they are scared about the image they protrayed to others. So, how to be yourself?
I think I am blabbering and shall go to bed before I doze off in lesson tomorrow. =/
Random Quote:
"I really think that you should be more organised."
fuck you x=
9/16/2009 10:54:00 PM
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