Saturday, April 14, 2007
This whole week had been like a roller coaster (or whatever you spelt it) to me. News of all sort just keep shooting into my brain, rooting itself strongly to my brain, making me almost insane. GOODNESS GRACIOUS! Can't I just take a break after knowing the horrifying truth a few days earlier? And that truth is horrifying in a sense, yet funny in another sense. Well, what past is past, what they think is what they think.
Back to topic. Sometime, I really wonder is it the right choice for me? There are times where I want to quit and leave but the people made me stay on. It is them who let me see my future. They encouraged me when I made a mess out of everything. But at the end of the day, it's just a lack of something that made me feel so........ ialsodontknowhowtodescribethefeeling. Anyway, hope everything will be fine when school re-open and I get to interact more with my nice PT. (= *DLAers'0607, behold for the PT*
A few, or rather one, things happen and made me realized that sometime, things are just so being taken for granted that it is forgotten to be thanked. Helps. Everybody needs it daily. But the problem is, are they thankful for it? I am not a Saint and had to admit, sometime, I take things for granted. I forget to thank the person after he/she helps me. I forget to be appreciative after they help me. Thus, I would really like to thank a few people.
Thanks to the Cooks, for cooking nice dishes for us during Advance day and Camp07/08. Thanks for helping me to dress the characters for Treasure Hunt. Special thanks to Jackie, Li Ning and Jun Wei for guiding me.
Thanks to the M.I.Us for helping me to do the make up for the characters for Treasure Hunt. Thanks for helping me to do the lanes for Telematch. Special thanks to Yi Yang for helping me to wash the canvas sheet and thus, allowing me to go and bath. Special thanks to Ming Yong and Yuan Da for helping me with the superman slide.
Though these thanks came way much later, I hope that you will not find it late. (= It feels bad to be taken for granted and I know nobody will wish to be taken for granted. But sometime, it just slipped from our mind.
Then again, should we thank people for what they did n’t help? I mean, although they are in the same category as others, yet they didn’t do anything. Should we thank them? If they had helped me, I would really thank them. But if not, I don’t give a shit. It’s not being rude. It’s being frank. It’s like a teacher or lecturer scolding or lecturing me for not handing up the assignments. Simple and sweet. If you really want people to be thankful to you, help them. And not being just sitting there for one whole day and expect people to thank you.
Lead by example. A lot of people knows how to say that. But are they able to do that? It's also the same if you want to make a change to something. Lead by example. Either the change is good and people benefited from it or the change is bad and people suffer. But don't you think that both ways are good in their way? If the change is good, viola, it can be used over and over again. If the change is bad, let it be a lesson. Yes, it's time saving if you used the good change over and over again. However, think in this way, everything does have its first time. It doesn't mean that if the change is good, it is good forever. Generation is also changing. Demands will be different. So, why still constrict yourself? Why must we still be at the same spot and not move with time?
To put it badly, as long as they really enjoy themselves, why not? And who knows? they might be asking for changes too.
And I know I will be shoot but I am ready for it.
Random Quotes:
"HUH? I thought he is part time one.
fuck you x=
4/14/2007 04:33:00 AM
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