Monday, October 30, 2006
affairs of heart can never be explained and understand. Ask Miss Yeo HuiQi from Singapore Polytechnic/ School of Built Environment/ Diploma in Landscape Architecture/ 1B/ 01, she knows that. For those who do not know her, I am going to introduce her now.
She is the only one treating me NICELY in class. yes, i know it is pathetic to have only one people treating me NICELY. She is also the one telling me that Cancers are sensitive emotional freak. As cancer is water sign, thus our emotions are like tides, fluctuating here and there. She is also the only one that scold me right in the face whenever she is not happy about me. She is also the one whose bark are worse than her bite. She is also the first to get something from me.
Fate is often playing prank with humans. The way I get to know her is through 'food fight', then she got promote to be my niang zi as we were teased by her clique, then she left me for Andy and borne him four daughters. Now, she is finally leaving Andy!!!!!! But she is not going to return to my side. =')
*HuiQi, the only reason I am not asking who is him is because, sooner or later you will tell me. And I know I am not that close to you yet. However, should you fall one day, look at your side for I will always be there to lend you my helping hand. (=*
Back to topic.
Is there really love at first sight? Or is it an excuse for lonely people to get into love? I used to think that love at first sight and get recipocate is very romantic as it just take one look to determine that the person will be your life partner and the person also think the same way as you do. But now... Having
been through seeing my friend in and out of relationship makes me wonder a lot. As said by HuiQi, we are only teenager, why must we make a forever promise? Maybe I am as matured as HuiQi.* Yes, HuiQi. I know that I am very childish. Thank you very much.* As I thought of my future relationship, I found that I had the same thinking as her, sooner or later will break. Yes, I admit that this thinking is perssimistic, but don't you agree? We are only teenager, not ready to settle down yet, not even able to provide for myself. What do I have to take to make a forever promise? On what ground, can I vow to love one forever?
Getting out of a failed relationship and moving on with life. This sentence seems easy and I had always told my friends to move on with life whenever they suffered a break up. But am I able to do it when I have a failed relationship? I really do not have the idea as I never go into a relationship before. Am I able to get rid of the previous memory and move on with life? I don't know but HuiQi said that I can move on as I am optimistic. This lead me to another question. Am I really optimistic or I am just putting up a strong front? I really don't know. All I can say is that being in Polytechnic really makes me grow up and realise a lot of things.
P.S: Bubble diagram burst, dunno what to lay on my layout, essay isn't up to standard. Oh my!!!! What a fine work I have produced. it is horigible and vegitable.
*HuiQi, GO GO JIA YOU!!! =D Thanks for the compliment and I DOhave the good qualities of being a good boyfriend. =P Last but not least, must have faith and hope. Anyway, thanks for correcting my
vocabulary grammar a few mintues ago.* Oh yeah, will be posting her photos soon
fuck you x=
10/30/2006 11:05:00 AM
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